My Progress - 12th Week
I’ve had a rough week last week that I didn’t get to post anything at all. The company that I work for is moving its main base of operations to a new location. Although I’m at a different location than the main company offices, my office still got affected in more ways than one. And with a website deadline looming over my shoulders, my Internet at home malfunctioning, and a host of other things, my week was no trip to Disneyland at all.
But did I get through my week without smoking? Of course. I think I’m at a point where I don’t think about smoking whenever I’m stressed or after eating anymore. I still think about it, but only in passing; none of the sort which would prompt me to actually go out and buy a pack of cigs.
And what about Zyban?
I think I took my last Zyban tablet last Friday, but I’ve only been taking it sporadically during the week. I haven’t touched it since then. There was a time when I was mentally dependent on it– kinda like being a bit scared whenever I didn’t have a pack of gum near me, but that never became an issue of concern at all. I think it was just a mental thing to let go of something that was sort of becoming another habit (although Zyban isn’t habit-forming) and in the end, all of this is just that: a mental thing.
I’ve also gained a bit of weight over the past several weeks. I’ve only noticed this when my pants were getting a bit tighter and it was actually harder to get in some of them. I guess it’s true when they say that you gain weight when you kick the habit. But part of that is probably due to my eating habits as well. My office has really been in a celebratory mood lately, with Administrative Assistants’ Day, a farewell get-together for a co-worker who’s moving on to greener pastures, and a baby shower for another co-worker. With all these get-together events, food is readily available and it’s harder to keep track of what you consume when you’re socially eating. With that being said, losing weight will be one of my other goals for this year.
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